Speak and stop being afraid

I was afraid to spoke out before, trying to understand other that those "other" might not understand me. 

I was Trying to understand them and thinking that my rebellious thoughts of mine may not like or understand.

Up to this day I was trying. 

My effort of trying was wrong, trying and trying so hard to understand people around me makes me sick and fed up.  

I thought I was not trying to please others but i was wrong I was keep trying pala. 

I want to end this fear now.

I don't want to be afraid anymore.

From now on I will not allow anyone to stop me for being me, to speak what's on my mind.  
I am free now. I can say anything I want to stay. I am not afraid anymore. 

and if anyone don't like what I say .